the weather here was downright unbelievably amazing. its just. un comprehendable to me as a new yorker. tanning? outside? january? sun beating down on my skin? i dont get it.
except than it rained for a few days. ah well, i LOVE it.
so um, my life has been out of control these past few weeks. lots of sudden happenings. i need to start learning to expect the unexpected, always.
in awesomeness news, i made the spring dance concert and am now dancing 5 days a week. i am in love with my post modern teacher. if he wasnt an older gay, id force his hand in marriage. he's absoutely everything i needed right now. i've set goals and i'm positive there is no better person to help me reach them. we're only at the end of week three of winter quarter and i'm already feeling SUCH an improvement with my body mind and spirit. FUCK YES.
in NOT awesomeness news, i have sprained my ass. yep, my ASS. but, i'm on meds and i have a fabulous gay running my physical therapy sessions and he rubsss my shiiiit outttt. so its all good. i'm being extra careful. i honestly thought i had hurt everything you could possibly hurt in your body, but i've proven myself wrong. cool.
last weekend erin and i had the best fucking time. we went to abbey, this really chic gay club and i met josh...my new LA GAY. he's fabulous. we are dance partners in crime. so far, the abbey is the coolest club i've been to in california. its adorned with plush couches, mood lighting, edible fruits on the tables, its packed with people, and garnished with such hip&elegant decor. and its HUGEEE. i LOVE it. plus apple martini's with real apple slices? ummm.
after that adventure we headed over to a rooftop party at Kress. yano, i dont believe in going to those types of pretentious hollywood places but i just cannot resist a rooftop event. erin and i were sitting in a pod looking type chair, overlooking the LA city lights and the mountains in the distance when we thought oh, its times like these when you're like yeah...this shit is legit. thats when you think how wonderful it is to be where we are, and when you remember not to take it for granted. i do hate how people are treated in those types of places. when we arrived we immediately got waved in to walk on this red carpet leading to a private elevator where security escorted us inside, pressed the buttons for us, and walked us up some stairs and into the room. its like, whats the need? and how bad does it suck for the girls who wait outside for hours? this society, as we all know, is focused entirely too much on outward appearance. its disgusting.
the next night we needed to recover so we went to a house party near me. twas good times. the dude had a freakin dj dance party goin down inside the side of his house. erin and i were going to go to ihop but we only made it as far as the parkinglot before taking out the car keys and crashing. we awoke, dazed, some few hours later trying to remember what the fuckkk happened. i have never fallen asleep like that in my car before. its nuts.
on the bathroom floor again...figures..
twinzies! purely accidental. no lie.
this week i discovered where all that noise is coming from upstairs....turns out we have some 300 pounder ladies livin up in dem rooms. THE MYSTERYYYY. IS OVAHHHH.
im glad i've been sticking to my new years resolutions. although its only the 3rd ish week in january? i decided this year i will: stop procrastinating, talk to hott boys, stop doing things halfhazardly, finish what I start, remember the meaning of photography, find a release, and find balance. so far, so good.
ive been writing A SHIT TON and its really helping me in a lot of ways. its getting almost too out of control though. i need to either simmer down or write a book.
i realized artists today aren’t legendary. who in our generation compares to individuals such as the rolling stones, tina turner, the beatles, etta james, billie holliday, barbara streisand, whitney housten, bob marley, etc. who do we have? oh, N*Sync? Really? it makes me nervous. i'm really into missy higgens though lately, and everyone else should be too.
these past few days have been mucho busy though, but when am i not. i had two band photo shoots [red car wire, the ready set], lots of errands, and random 1am hangout sesh's on top of classes work rehearsals and all that jazz. i came across Paseo Colorado while trying to find radio shack and accidentally spent ohhh 600 dollars that i dont have. i know, i know, i'm out of control. aside from losing my mind in the stores, i discovered such a BEAUTIFUl place that i never knew existed. paseo colorado is like, an outdoor mall in old town pasadena and its just...so pretty. theres a whimsical vibe to it. its all yellow and strung lighting, ecclectic music and random water fountains. i sat beside one sipping on a winter dream from cawfee bean for like, an hour...just listening to the droplets shoot up and than crash down. it was soo relaxing. so nice. i needed it after going to 3 freakin walmarts to get my t.v. my GOSH, does everything have to be such a task? ew i shouldnt be complaining, theres people in africa who truck three miles over sharp rocks with no shoes just to get water, and than they come back with parasites. LOLZ i learned that in anthro last quarter.
had an interesting time with parkeyparks the other night. i'm set on orange county when i'm older, the place is just too beautiful to pass up. all those mountains and stars and gorgeous scenic overlooks. its just wonderful. we had fun though. singing katyperry songs and falling asleep on the bathroom floor and jacuzzi-ing it up in the warm summer night air-- HAVE. I. MENTIONED. THE WEATHER HERE!!??!?!?!? oh, oh i did..
bahah, he's tall.
so anyways, this weekend im taking it easy because i just feel like it. okay, well tonight i am. ahahah. ive been obsessed with enhancing my vocabulary and i've been dictionary.com-ing like, every thing for hourssssss. what a nerd! why do so many words have more than one meaning? stupid english. its just un necessary. i bet you don't REALLY know what stoic means. or politics. or ethics. or rhetorical. or vacuous. or dissaray. or dubious. or nebulous. or obstinacy. or existentialism. or effusive. or unduly. WELL I DO.
ive also decided i would like to date surfers because i want to be in the surf scene. ahah. c'mon, it'd be pretty dope living in a shack house by the beach, waking up with fresh pineapple juice by your bed...going out and being greeted by the sun and big waves that your hubby is riding...to get him prepared for riding you, later. riiiight. rightttt!? the life.
i dont think people actually live until they share their life with someone else. i really believe that. so it undoubtedly sucks for people who never find someone. I just want someone to inspire me right now. in fact, i need it.
okay i'm going to be eating some icecream now.
i donated blood today and i feel a bit dizzy. but hay, i saved three lives.
